Weird night

Had a pretty strange night. full of weird dreams.

Here is what i dreamed about.......
"My friend was screaming at me because i said no to putting a phone in his room. he threw it at me and screamed f you then. Then There was a boat in some room. There was a boat in this room, which was full of water. My husband was drunk and ran into it causing the water to flood the room. Someone removed the boat and in the middle of the room was a huge puddle. Big enough to swim in. There were about 5 girls. and they were yelling for my hubby to jump in. So he did. I didnt because i had a sweater on. He was swimming with these girls and they were all over him. I walked away. I went into a small room so i could pop some pills because i just wanted to die. my husband walks up to me with pizza and asked if i wanted a piece. i said no. he didn't care too much that i had left or that i was trying to kill myself." then i woke up.

NO i am NOT suicidal. i know i have been overly tired. but damn. Here is my interpretation

I am worried about how people are going to react to me feeling/acting old. And feeling/acting old is one of my fears. hopefully before i start not living my life i wont be in existence.

hmm lets see if i can find the real interpretation.
boat or shipThe means by which you move forward in your life, and your movement along your life path.

floodA body of water rising or flooding can represent:

• A feeling of overwhelming circumstances invading in your real life, such as your to-do list or an emotional crisis
• Feeling overwhelmed or suffocated emotionally in a relationship or other situation
• Feeling like you are "over your head" or things are out of control somehow in your life

 (nice!!!!!!!!!!!)

girlA girl can represent many different things. For clues to her meaning, consider the context of the girl, and your feelings about her.


Whether you know the girl or not, she could represent:

• The key characteristics that stand out about her in the dream, such as humor, acceptance, femininity, intelligence, etc.
• General young female characteristics such as innocence, beauty, gentleness, purity, creativity, intuition, shyness, or playfulness
• Your inner child, your playfulness and need for fun, or your vulnerability and need for support and empathy

sweaterA sweater worn to help keep you warm can represent:

• Self-protection, as in protecting one's self from others' cold or negative emotions the way a jacket protects a person from cold temperatures
• Self-nuturing, self-care
• Measures towards emotional, mental, physical survival
• A timeframe when you often wear sweaters

water Water can have many different meanings, depending on context:

• Satisfaction or quenching
• Ability to adapt or accommodate, as water assumes the shape of its container.
• Pervasiveness or ability to have far reaching effects, as water naturally flows and spreads into its surroundings 

 yelling

• Fear, distress, panic, trauma, or an attempt to alert others
• Anger, frustration, or feeling powerless or overwhelmed

For more clues about meaning, pay attention to who's yelling and why—and then look for parallel events, fears, or anger in your life.

well off to finish packing and moving !! Have a great THURSDAY!!!

Vaxxine is playing this Saturday!!! wooooooooot i can not wait!